Decided I’m going to use about half of the money my grandparents sent me to hook them up with some awesome Ohio State gear since they want some so badly :) I’m talkin’ custom t-shirts and jerseys and flags and stuff. Only the best <3
Colleges are STILL asking me to apply less than 3 months before my move-in day at OSU…
My desktop monitor now has a shit load of dead pixels for absolutely no reason
I feel like I keep letting my friend down because something comes up every time we make plans (i.e. my sister’s softball team actually winning games for once, causing my whole family to be hours away for an entire weekend, or sudden, explosive illness)
There is still WAY too much shit in my room
I hate taking off work
My grandparents sent me an ungodly amount of money for graduation that I don’t want to accept because I’m not nearly as important as they think and my grandpa needs chemo more than I need money for food and stuff…
My sister continues to shit on things that are not meant to be shat upon
There is no food in my house
Every time I want to go running I can’t because I either feel ill or it rains
I’m alone constantly
I don’t know what to do…
How I want to be cheered up if I’m down.
Every fucking hospital needs to do this. Holy fuck.
I’m pretty sure this would cure my depression and anxiety 100%.





